Mark Burkholder documented his wife Paige’s decline from terminal cancer over three years, creating what he describes as a “raw and honest” portrayal of the disease’s progression. Paige was diagnosed with cholangiocarcinoma, a rare cancer of the liver’s bile ducts, in September 2022. The diagnosis came months after the couple relocated to the San Juan Islands off the coast of Washington State in 2021. Paige began chemotherapy around Christmas 2022; Burkholder recalls driving through blizzard conditions with “whiteout” to her first treatment. She died at age 35 in December, at home.
Burkholder began photographing their shared journey but did not initially share content online. “The parts that we really wanted to share were the more raw and honest parts, and sharing it during the journey was hard,” he said. He posted his first TikTok three days after Paige’s death, which was viewed nearly 250,000 times. Another video where he described her cancer as “aging in fast forward” was viewed nearly 2 million times. A TikTok showing how he managed her death with their dog Olive was viewed 1.2 million times.
Focus on caregiving
Burkholder shifted his focus from cancer itself to the realities of caregiving. “A lot of the time caregiving is just sitting on the couch for 24 hours a day because Paige would be passed out, or she’d be in pain,” he said. “The hard part of caregiving is being present for 24 hours a day and just being on call always.” He emphasized that “every cancer journey is so unique” and that he wants to offer support on “presence” rather than specific medical advice.
Burkholder advocates for “radical honesty about the disease,” arguing that presenting too positive a portrayal can inadvertently prevent people from receiving needed support. “If you present too much of the valiant warrior, you cost yourself a lot,” he said. “Everyone’s like, ‘Well, they’re just a badass strong cancer warrior. They don’t need help and support.’ But if you’re willing to be honest about how horrible this process is, then people actually can help you.”
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